an update // jumbled post.

Hey all!

I’m still alive! I am sorry I haven’t posted in the past few days. To be honest, I have been EXHAUSTED lately. It’s really crazy – I don’t remember being this tired when I was pregnant with Wyatt. But, I am quickly seeing that this pregnancy is going to be completely different. This little peanut is throwing me all kinds of curve balls.

I’ve been into the doctors 3 times this week to get my blood drawn (so far). Some of my levels have been showing up a bit low so they are just checking me to make sure everything is okay and getting better. The levels are going up slowly but surely so I am just grateful for that. I’ve been thanking God lately for this sweet blessing. I can’t tell you how much I didn’t expect this to happen. I wasn’t sure if I would ever get the chance to be pregnant again.

William and I are sure that this will be our last child. We would love to adopt. But the decision to have a hysterectomy after giving birth to this baby has been made. I just can’t see myself taking care of two little things and still having the Endometriosis pain and discomfort. Before finding out I was pregnant I was taking 3-4 pain pills per day and this was just to get through the day. So the decision to stop having kids was a hard one to make but I really believe it will be what is best for our family.

I am trying to soak in each and every moment of this pregnancy. I can’t wait for the first time I can feel this precious little one move. The first time I feel him/her kick. Everything. I just can’t wait!

Yesterday was Williams birthday. He turned 29 and Wyatt and I decorated the house so when he came home he would be surprised. We used all of Wyatt’s leftover 1st birthday decorations, so it was actually pretty funny. We got dressed up, went out to dinner, and came home and snuggled on the couch. Happy 29th to my awesome + wonderful husband – I love you William!