Sometimes my heart hurts when I see baby clothes at the store.
Tiny, precious little shirts, pants, and socks.
I imagine wearing a precious little one in a sling while I’m holding Wyatt + William’s hand.
I imagine waking up and walking out into the living room to see my children playing together.
Sometimes my heart hurts.
Because I long to create a large family so badly.
Sometimes I hurt because I don’t know if this will ever happen.
But, sometimes I need to pause and remind myself how blessed I am now.
To have a husband who loves me with all of his heart + a toddler who kisses and hugs me each day.
It’s hard to want something so badly – and not have it.
But, I know there is a bigger plan – beyond me.
And I just have to trust in that.
Sometimes I cry when I’m at Target because their baby section is so cute. And so unavoidable. Really? In the middle of the store, so every other section intersects with it???
Oh, I know! Right in the middle of EVERYTHING! :/
The baby’s section always get me. Those little socks and hats are always so cute.
Everything is just so tiny + adorable!! ๐
Be strong girl–those adorable little onesies will get ya every time!
Thanks Kenzie! I’m trying!!
stay strong lovely lady! there is plan for you & your little family! xo
Thank you Ashlyn, I really believe that. Sometimes I just need to keep reminding myself to help get through the rough times.. xo.
Definitely continue being thankful for the loves you do have in your life and rely on faith to get you through the hard times ๐
Here-here! I definitely agree. Thank you so much for your sweet words. xo.
Hugs and love to you sweet friend. I’m praying for you and I’m sorry you are sad. If you need a sad partner let me know ๐
Will do Beth, thank you for being so sweet to me. Hugs back at ‘cha, xo.
Oh,Kendall I know that pain and I’m so so sorry that you have to go through it. My heart hurts for you and if you ever need anyone to talk to, I’m always here. I truly hope that one day for you it will happen as it did for me, just when I thought I was giving up. Lots of love and hugs.
Alyson, that is so sweet. I hope that too. xoox.
Me too
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I hear your heart loud and clearly. Sometimes I look at the lack of ring on my left hand and just want to cry and cry and cry and cry for a long time. HUG.
Hugs back to you Nadine!!